Monday, June 02, 2008
So the finals are in just 10 days. wtf have i been doing. i have yet to start on revision and now i'm starting to regret skipping all those freaking lectures. seriously. the only ones i went for are on law.. oh damnnit..and i'm missing home already like wth? its sorta like this subconcious thingy when you don't realised it till you start dreaming of prata, bugis junction, changi airport 4 days consecutively.. not a very pleasant feeling i'll say.. i want home now :(
and god who ever said uni would be much easier than A levels!? wtf?! i did not sleep properly for a week! ok the story goes like this; i had 2 assignments due on a friday. Law essay and Bios report (don't ask me what kinda 3000 words report i can actually crap up with for Biology, its ridiculous). So i spent monday and tues writing up my bios report, then wed, thurs and fri for my law..and behold my sleeping hours!
Mon night - 3 hours
Tue night - 4 hours
Wed night - 0 hour
Thu night - 0 hour
knnccb! super fucked up. this was the worst week i ever had in my entire life! don't go saying 3-4 hours is alright because i freaking hibernate even in singapore and its winter now! Despite sacrifiing 2 nights worth of sleep i still couldn't finish my law essay so i skipped all classes on friday and rushed through it.. prolly did a very bad job.. just gotta pray i don't get charged for plagarism or something. Ahhh. but its kinda cool actually.. meeting friends and telling them you haven't slept for 2 days cause of an assignment. hahas! and a little outta point, i gotta say maccas expressos are really good, i took just one shot on wed and thu each and it actually lasted me through the night! my life saviour!
and i've been thinking of the mess i've gotten myself into. i love law, i really do. but its tough, and its job prospects seem bleak.. Working in singapore is one matter, a lawyer as a woman is another and working life racism yet another.. The whole course of it won't be easy, from graduating to working, and i can't drop it.. or rather i won't drop it too. how the hell did i get here